Enough of that. Colby had 103 temp last night so I made an appointment with the doc to see what was up. Kris had to bring him. I hope he is okay. Last night he was barely moving and it freaked me out. I decided to call the ER and ask. The ER nurse said to give him motrin and tylenol and see if that works. It did but he's still not eating and has been pretty sleepy.
Now I have to go out and look for a job. I just don't see it happening with me not working for the last two years. I just got off the phone with someone that was very turned off by the screaming child in the background. Like being a mother automatically handicapps you. Yes, I had a child and then my brain exploded. I am qualified to change diapers, clean up puke, cook, clean, do various levels of reading and writing, mediate, budget, time management, discipline, and anything else that involves children. Work? No, I don't think I can do that. Managing four kids on a daily basis is as easy as pie. I can do it with my hands behing my back. (because they tied me up to get to the sweets!) Talking to adults and problem solving no I don't think I can do that!
Wish me luck. I think Megan is pooping. I keep hearing these little toots and she's fairly red. Oh, she sat up yesterday and she get up on her chubby little knees. She doesn't get you have lean on your hands but she's way ahead of the game so far! ; ) She babbles. Yesterday, I begged her to be quiet because she "talked" for three hours. Right now she's blowing bubbles. I have to say my daughter is a looker. She flashes that smile at you and oh my god! My camera broke again so I don't have pictures yet but I am thinking of buying a normal camera. Not a digital. It was nice but it was more of a pain.
Here I go. To make a huge fool of myself.
BTW Happy Spring! Yesterday it was official!